j2vonni

I still here, I’ve been so busy with the kids, my family and my health issues but just things are coming along.  As a very good friend of mine always says, “it could be worst”.  I am encouraged to continue my journey and I refuse to give up.  It gets tough but I’m tougher.  I know it’s not me, I know it is God in me that gets the job done.  I want you all to know that I believe in you all.  We will reach all of our goals!

Jill

I’m proud of my self for finally becoming determine to do something about this lifelong problem that I have struggled with.  This problem is my own insecurity, feelings of rejection, and just not loving myself. I realize that I can wait until tommorrow to try to fix this problem, or worst wait for someone else to fix it for me.  Through much pray, faith, sweat and tears; I know God is going to allow me to see victory.  I’m trying to love myself, this is so hard for me, because I have never seen anything to love about myself.  I have to be honest with my self  first, so I can grow past this point.  This may be difficult to read, but trust me it is harder for me to write than it is for you to read.  I know self love is the first step to becoming successfull with my long journey.  I am up for the challenge.  I have to put everyone else aside for a moment to take care of myself.  I thank all of my buddys for being so understanding and encouraging.  I love all of you.